Don’t you see, it doesn’t matter anymore. Everything makes sense now and even though it’s far from alright, I know I will be okay with that. You asked me why but I have no answer for you, cause saying that it could have been anyone doesn’t seem fair. So like always, I will pretend to be cause it beats being sad almost all the time. And even though I don’t believe, i will cling on to the hope that maybe someday, i might.