sutini writes

and eventually now matter how hard i try, 

the tug of war had overwhelmed me,

i want to run, but I think i can never leave

you never know how much i cry,

cause you taught me that crying is a sign of the weak

i don’t know why i seemed so surprised

but here i am, back to the beginning

when i was afraid that everything will fall apart

how can i break, when I’m already broken

how can i be sad, when I’m already devastated

Dad

I wish I was enough,

But now I know I never will be